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Rakesh Ranjan is an MBA from Management Development Institute (India) and Edhec Business School (France). He now works in a technology consulting firm. He has stayed in different parts of India and travelled to places in Asia and Europe. He loves travelling and experiencing cultures. His experiences have helped him write. He is a keen observer of human behaviour. His interests are varied and he tries to find meanings in ordinary things. Surprisingly, he is a finance enthusiast and a writer at the same time. He has wanted to write for a long time. The idea of writing a novel came to him in the first year of engineering. And he decided to do it now, after almost eight years. His poem, ‘My Love, My Life’ was very popular in college. He has blogged a bit before and has also written some articles.

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Death, Love and Life

The concepts of Death, Love and Life are fundamental to understanding the existence of everyone, to fathom what drives people and to comprehend the way one should choose for a happier and more fulfilling life. I didn't say ‘happy’ because mere mortals can never be truly happy. But certain improvements in your life may pave the way to a happier existence.

Death has always been a suppressed word. People talk of it in hushed tones and no one wants to think of it. It is logical too, because you cannot avoid the ugly thing. So, why talk about it? But there is a need to understand this inevitable end to everyone’s life. The truth cannot and should not be wished away. And Death is a very strong truth. In Hindu mythology, God reincarnated when the evil had to be defeated. But every such avatar had to meet an end, despite the limitless powers of the God. Even God dies when he takes the form of a human. And similarly in other religions too, Jesus, Budhha and Mahavir died. Death seems macabre because it’s very difficult to let go, to surrender at the hands of others, everything that you had made with so much toil. But then there’s nothing that can be done to prevent it. The happiest way is to accept it as a fact and try to make the most of the life that you have. That is what the greatest people have done.

Love has been another must in everyone’s life. You owe your life to two people making love and you could survive because there were people who loved you and cared for you. Mother’s love made you what you now are. And then there’s an individual’s search for that someone. Love drives life. A loveless life is a worthless life and that love could be towards anyone. It’s aptly said that love knows no boundaries. It actually should not. Happiness comes from love. More the merrier!

Life, to me, is all about love and death is the way it all ends. A more acceptable way of looking at Death is as a completion of life. Death completes life and love fulfills it. And then there are so many ways of leading life. No single way is the best. It’s all your choice. Because only you know what would make your life satisfying. Nothing lasts forever. Miseries end and so do celebrations. Keep things in perspective. Osho used to say that every man should build a graveyard in front of his house. That may sound distasteful but what he meant is very simple. Look at the bigger picture. And when that picture gets large enough, you know you are not there. So, spread love. That is what you can do best. Life will end but Love will allow people to remember you in good light.

You could agree to what I said or you could differ. In either case, feel free to let me know. Add your thoughts on the topic.

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Chapter 1:          A bolt from the blue

I could see the gloom on their faces. My relatives seemed to be mourning and they looked shocked. I had no idea why they had all assembled there. It looked very strange and I guessed something was wrong. My sister and cousins were crying. My uncles and aunts looked in deep agony too. I went looking for my parents. I then found my father at the front door. He seemed absolutely devastated. Something like that could happen only when everything had gone wrong. It was like a scene from a movie and it seemed as if someone had died. I sensed some disaster had struck my family and ran towards the room where I found my mother wailing in agony. A streak of fear gripped me. I dashed off to our maid, who was standing nearby, to enquire about the matter. I asked her why everyone was so sad and ended up getting a cruel shock. She did not hear me and so did not even react to me. Annoyed, I shouted in anger and realized that none of them could hear me. No one even seemed to realize my presence. Something had gone horribly wrong. Why was not anyone noticing me? As if I had no body, no existence and hence no relevance to the people! Restlessness and fear started overpowering me. What was that? Why was it so? I pushed my sister out of desperation but she did not feel anything either. Reality dawned upon me soon. And yeah, I could now understand why my parents were in a state of shock. They had just lost their only son. I had died and preparations were on to consign my earthly existence to flames.

I had no remembrance of what had happened. I wanted to ask them but was totally helpless. I was no longer there for them. No one could sense my touch as I had lost my body. There are times when you feel so helpless. Even the most powerful of the people have experienced their bouts of helplessness. One feels so comfortable when the surroundings are familiar but is totally at unease when circumstances become unfamiliar. And people are reminded of their Gods when they see their helplessness. As much as I wanted to communicate to them, it was now impossible. I could not see any means of conveying my feelings to them. I hated to see them sad but I could not even talk to them. After the bouts of helplessness and agony, I realized I would now never be able to talk to them. It was cruel, I felt. I needed just one chance. I wanted that one last moment with my parents when we could have a conversation. I had cuddled so often in my mother’s warm embrace and that had always been one of my genuine rights. But a moment of that was never going to come my way anymore. My grief-stricken Mom made my predicament even bigger. “Just once,” I prayed to the Almighty. But life hardly gives you that one last opportunity. “Life is harsh,” I had heard people say when I was alive but I was now convinced that “Death is harsher”. I desperately wanted to know what had transpired and how I had died. I remembered nothing. And my very own people were so unaware of my presence. They were in no position to tell me what I had gone through. I was curious to know what had happened and was so overwhelmed that I was not even crying. I gave a desperate wail and was now not astonished at nobody acknowledging it. Was I a ghost? I had seen them on television and had witnessed some riveting stories of the dead but never had I fathomed that I would once be one amongst them. Exhausted at my repeated failures to communicate with them, I knew it was now time to submit to my fate. I was no longer a part of the world I had been for so long.

I could do nothing but stay there with them and be a part of their and my collective misery. I kept looking at each one of them and feeling sorry for all. I saw my sister. She was crestfallen. My cousins, including the little one, were crying. The five-year old was crying as if she could sense the pain of everyone around her. How I had always wished to see her smiling and would always come home with something for her. I was helpless now and could no more bring a smile to her adorable face. My father was distraught and mother inconsolable. I had always loved them more than anyone in my life and their pain was absolutely unbearable. I had always felt that, until my last breath, I would never allow them to be sad. The condition did not hold now as I was dead, my breath gone forever. And I could no longer prevent them from being sad. A dead man could do nothing to cheer up his relatives. I looked at my maternal uncle who sat beside my father, providing him a comforting hand. He had been a constant support to us. And he was as gloomy as were others. My big family had assembled in our old, ancestral house. I had come there after a long time, ironically after my death. My life would hardly give me the time to visit my village. It was a return to my humble beginnings and the star of the soil had returned to his roots in a helpless state. It was apt that I would lose my physical existence where it was created. I was unfortunate and so were my near and dear ones who had suddenly been subjected to an irreversible loss. Death of their beloved had brought misery to their lives.

A distant relative of mine was also there. We called her aunty because of the family values that we were brought up with and supposed to uphold. I saw her whispering to her husband in a corner. She seemed in deep pain when she said, “Look at those poor souls. They are crying so badly.” But those words were followed by a shocking remark. My pain was intolerable when she said, “Now we can stay there in peace for as long as we want. He could have asked us to vacate the house. The family is not going to grow anymore and we would stay in their house unperturbed.” I sighed in anguish as I felt betrayed. How could someone be so ungrateful? She belonged to our ancestral village and had left the village to stay in the town. It was expensive to get a rental accommodation there and my parents asked her to stay with her husband in our house. They occupied the partly constructed first floor of the house. My parents were always kind to everyone. They allowed someone who was not a part of the family to stay in our house. And that was something others in my family were opposed to. I had never seen my father refuse help to anyone. He would happily give money to those who needed it. He was very kind and innocent and I always wished I could imbibe his virtues. But these people were so selfish. How I now wished they were thrown out of my house. But my parents would not be aware of her ambitions. She would otherwise not have been there. But even if my parents came to know of their mala fide intentions, I thought, they would still forgive them. They were so compassionate. I felt sorry for them. They were being betrayed by someone right before my eyes. Her husband, whom I used to call uncle, gave a smirk and remarked, “Hope this drama ends fast and people leave for their places so that we can stay there in peace.” I felt like slapping him but my new found state did not permit that. I could only pray to God that he punished all those who were evil.

I also saw an old friend of mine there. I had not met him for a long time. My busy life had not permitted me to stay in touch with some of my closest friends. I was astonished to see him there. He was standing right behind my mother and looked desperate to comfort her. The oldest friends are often the closest ones, I felt. I wished I could have spent more time with them. The misery of death did not allow me a chance to correct my mistakes. I could not even hug him. I could only regret what I had not done before. There are times when you feel you could do something. That something though appears not substantial enough and you peg yourself back. Half steps often end in back steps and ultimately create nothing. The failure to initiate is often borne out of a feeling that this act is going to be like a bucket of water for an ocean. But small efforts are also valuable and nothing is a waste. No effort is actually a waste if done with good intentions. When everyone contributes his bit for the world, the outcome would be powerful enough to be felt. The need is to resolve to do our bit because little things do add up. Droplets maketh the ocean and first step may often lead to innumerable steps of absolute bliss!

When I would see people dancing in weddings, their happiness never failed to amaze me. Not that they should not enjoy. Dancing is a healthy act and it’s also good because you have so few moments that you can celebrate. You got to make the most of whatever you have. But I could not miss one thing. That is their being oblivious to the ultimate fact. They forget what finally lies in store for each one of them. You miss the point where everything’s going to end. There are jokes abound which ridicule the misery of married men. But weddings, on a more serious note, are just another part of this cycle of life. Small celebrations are just fillers, possibly only reinforcing the fact that they are after all shallow and bear no meaning. When you forget what you ultimately stand for, you rejoice in blinding ignorance. Missing the bigger picture for the near pleasure is what humans and all living beings stand for. I guess there is no alternate way either. Because it is after all a game that all are destined to play until they end up dead.

I could move around freely and see everywhere. There was nothing to restrain me. A sense of power that was, for me, after all the deprivations. You get a much better picture when you look at something from a distance. The comprehensive view allows you to see much more and a lot beyond the obvious. And it is always wonderful from the top. You can look so much further. Things appear so small when they are far but they are still what they are. The picture though is often better than the original. You lust for no obstruction but the buildings do block the view. Every luxury is limited at some point. I could see so much now and human relations appeared a lot different from what I had known of. There were still questions unanswered, things that I wanted to know and a veil preventing me from knowing all.

 Chapter 2:                 The Revelation

How would I know how had I died? Someone owed me an explanation. I had to know what had happened to me. Had I lost my memory? Not altogether, as I remembered everything except for the part when I died. The effort I put on reminiscence was weighing heavy on my mind. I had been sleeping, I guess, when I met this fate. Oh! I died in my sleep. Painless death, I suppose, taking abruptly the life out of me. There was nothing I could be more desperate to know all through my life than this. The situation, however, overwhelmed me and helplessness often gives way to calmness. I was calm as I was tired now. I wished I could sleep. It was the only thing I felt I could do. Sleeping over my tragedy would provide me the much needed respite from the quandary I found myself in.

Things began to unfold when I happened to see a newspaper on the table. “Youth killed in car-truck collision” was a bold caption in the right corner of the paper. It carried an image of a mangled car and beside that I saw a beautiful, smiling face of mine. I was killed in a car accident on the highway and the truck driver who had fled the spot was apparently drunk when he hit my car from the front. My beloved car was badly crushed in the accident. The newspaper said I was returning from a friend’s success party. His business had gone global and he was also getting engaged to his long-time love. ‘Love’, the term brings such strong emotions to my head but it was not the right time to think of the amorous part of my being. Things had started coming to my head. The impact had probably wiped out that memory from my brain. My brain must have ended up with some damaged tissues thereby causing me to forget my last moments. But I was now recollecting them.

I had dashed off from work to attend the ‘double celebration’ party organised with pomp by my rich friend. His farmhouse was a symbol of splendour and big names had arrived to bless the couple. I too wished the couple a happy future. Some of our common friends were there and we had a great time together. Food and music were good but booze is what attracts you the most in such occasions. And all the premium brands were freely available. All of my friends and their girlfriends and wives ended up drunk. Although a connoisseur of drinks, I did not drink at the party as I knew I had to drive back home. I had promised to Mom that I would never drink and drive. My friend was certainly not pleased at my refusing to drink at his special party. He relented though because it was my promise to Mom. He knew there was no one on the planet I loved more than I did her. My safety was also a concern for him. His fiancée however scoffed at my ‘lack of interest’. Thankfully I did not drink. My death would then have been attributed to my being drunk. I would have hated that. I recollected my college days when we would go biking after a drinking session. I had only one fear then and often used to tell my friends, “In case we meet with an accident now and something happens to us, how hurt will our parents be when they get to know that their son died because he was drunk?” Drinking is still a taboo in many parts of the country. That’s not without reasons because it leads to many ills. Nothing can be worse than dying because of what is meant for celebration. Drunk driving is a despicable act and a scourge for the society. Even the most considerate of the people abuse you when they get to know that. You would obviously despise being abused that way after you die. Some of the ugliest people are eulogised after death as if they belonged to the most virtuous class on planet earth. You don’t want to be treated otherwise. It was a relief that I had not drunk that night. I would otherwise be a suitable example for the proponents of “Don’t drink and drive. You meet a deadly end otherwise.” You do not want such blots on your name, more so when you cannot answer anyone.

The last things that I could remember were my writhing in pain when the truck suddenly swerved from its path and hit my car head-on from the right side. I saw it rushing at me with a deadly speed and tried my best to turn the car. That was not enough though and the collision could not be avoided. I had too little time to react. And the tragedy had struck. That vehicle had death written all over it. Profanities flowed from my lips when I knew the hit was imminent. The driver had apparently dozed off. A drunk driver of a heavy vehicle is one of the easiest means of sending you prematurely to God. I remember I was losing consciousness and that was it probably. That must have sunk me. Mom’s angelic face was the picture that crossed my brains towards the end of my journey of life and the picture was blurring fast, very fast. I realize that I passed off and then passed away. I read that I was taken to the hospital where they declared me ‘brought dead’ and it said I could be saved had I reached the hospital faster. I reached the hospital two hours after I had met with the accident and that probably ended my slightest chances of survival. It was a shame that the staff reacted so slowly, a testimony to the poor accident assistance mechanism on the highways of a metro of a rising nation. But that was my fate which I had no control over and which had been sealed by a truant driver. My body was then taken to my ancestral village for the last rites.

I was kept on the verandah outside my house. They would not allow a dead body inside. I was not supposed to be taken inside the house which was still mine but one I could no longer stake a claim to. The loved one of the place was not permitted into his playground. A dead body is considered inauspicious. You suddenly become untouchable to people. You get associated with misery and pain. Everyone knows they will die too but no one wants to and people would rather not be reminded of anything close. People avoid you. They fear you. That is the irony of life and the curse of death. When you were alive, people would show all affection to you. But they despise the same face after you die. Your true loved ones however still love you. They want to embrace you. But the rules of society have to be followed. Your dead body is of no use to nature and hence must be obliterated. These rules of society are good in a sense. They convey that you must get on with life and one who has been kissed by death is of no meaning to you. People clean their houses after someone dies inside and they paint them. They want to purify the place and absolve themselves of the sin that death associates with. Fortunately in my case, I had met the fate outside and there was no need to repaint the house. I was glad that I did not inconvenience my family after death. I had not really been a source of joy to them when I lived. Hopefully I would not cause them undue pain after I died. I understand that family members love you even after death. But they have to abide by rules which have been laid out clearly and followed since ages. They never fail to flummox me, however. Why this change of behaviour when your loved one leaves you for his permanent abode? How can your own suddenly become an untouchable? What big difference does it make after you die?  A lot, perhaps!

I saw my beloved dog inside the house, sulking. He could understand that I was no more. He had been refusing to eat even before he saw my body. That is the strange thing with your pets. They happen to realize your misery without your making them understand that. How could animals do that? The only plausible explanation could be love. The loved ones always get to know when you are in trouble. That is the power of love. It transcends everything and your pets love you unconditionally. Not without reasons are dogs the most adorable pets of so many people. They love you so much. Bruno, the most adorable of all German shepherds, was in no mood to eat. I sensed he was crying in pain, the pain my death had brought upon him. I wanted to hug him but I had no way of doing that. I thought why he had to suffer this pain too when he would himself hardly live for about a decade. Bruno used to be my companion when I was most distressed and he could always cheer me up with his antics. I was going to miss him in the new world and he already appeared to be missing me a lot.

Hardly had I ever experienced fear when I was alive. I was always a fearless sort of child and friends would approach me when they were afraid to go to the washroom in the dark. I never felt this fear and would laugh at all stories of ghosts. That was unlike others in my age group. As a grown up too, nothing seemed to frighten me. I had this unflinching faith in myself that lest something happened, I would give a fight and try to do something about it. My faith lied in my ability to defend myself and withstand the assault. So the only pangs of fear would be when I came to realize that I would not be able to fight. Helplessness of mine was the only thing that I feared. I would shudder at the thought of a situation where I would have nothing in control and when I would not be competent enough to try to salvage the situation. I feared flights for this reason. I thought I could jump and save myself if a train derailed or was to collide with another. The same was simply impossible in a flight. My safety was completely in the hands of the pilot and the crew. I could not help myself. That was beyond my capabilities and this state of witnessing what was beyond me was a source of fear to me. I feared being left to someone’s ability to protect me. I would rather protect myself and any situation where this was not possible would frighten me. Not having a control over my fate is what I feared. And here I was, left completely helpless. My fears were being realized by me after my death. Could a dead man fear? Yes, I was one who could and I actually did.

But you are compelled to leave everything to others at times. Trust is important more so when there is no other way that it can be done. You trust a doctor when you undergo a surgery. When you are made unconscious for an operation, you can only hope to get back up on your feet. You leave yourself at the mercy of others. Not that I did not fear that, but you are so often left to others. However much would I like to believe myself to be the master of my destiny, there are so many of them who decide at every moment whether I would see another day. There are the police, the army and the doctors always protecting us. I understand I could never do that job of protecting myself. Above all else, there is nature always protecting us. Human destiny is based on reliance upon others for survival. You tend to get overconfident, actually arrogant, of your abilities when you trust yourself to protect you always. When you are born, you are completely at the mercy of your parents and it is so for a number of years. Human child is probably the most helpless of the youngs of all species. It is strange then that we start feeling so powerful with time. Being independent is good but you can’t help being dependent on others at times. When you die, everything that mattered to you so much all your life and whatever happens to whatever remains of you is totally upon someone else.

Many people had assembled in my house. That gathering reminded me of the pujas that my parents organised. And they did many of those. Many a time, such acts of worship are meant to please a God or to ward off evil. The religious people do believe that God is always happy with his children. But such pujas in his name and the offerings could make him happier or get his attention to your problems which he can then address. He has after all so many people to look after. I have never believed in that though. I believe they are often ways for people to make money, a la duping people in the name of God and religion. That amounts to exploiting the faith that someone has. Dogma and blindness have often plagued humanity and it’s a pity that we are yet to overcome that when the world, we feel, has progressed a lot. People fear and so believe in what helps them overcome that. But I still enjoyed those occasions. The biggest reason for that being, it gave my family a chance to come together at a place. We could get to meet one another from our big, extended family. They are rare opportunities when everyone gets to spend time with others. Busy lives of people rarely allow them to see one another. Nothing could beat my joy when I got to see all my cousins, uncles and aunts and their children. The second reason for liking those occasions was their involving kind acts of distribution to poor. The pujas would often be accompanied by acts of feeding the poor. There is sometimes a need to feed a given number of hungry people in order for your puja to succeed. Huge money went into that but it at least ended up feeding some hungry souls for a day or two. On the day of the Sraddh that would come after 12 days, people from all over the village would be there to have a feast. The message being conveyed here, you need to get on with life after the period of mourning is over. You must mourn for a period because you have just lost your dear one. But you cannot be doing that forever. In a big puja once organised by my parents, people who we did not know had come from far to have satisfying meals. There are many who still go without having one full meal in a day. Many like them had their stomachs full on one such occasion. A sense of satisfaction you get when people bless you and pray for you.

There is no need to go on a pilgrimage when you can make people happy and get their blessings. I often felt that I had almost everything in life. One could hardly give me anything. The only thing I ever craved for and needed from others was love and their kind wishes. I felt happy that all this will culminate in poor, hungry people being fed. My munificent parents would obviously do a lot more this time. It was a big, defining moment of their lives. It involved the loss of their only son. I remember so many pujas that were conducted for me and how Mom fasted for a day every year for my well-being. In fact, every prayer that came out of her lips would involve wishes for me. It was now a different matter altogether, since I no longer remained. None of my parents’ future prayers would ask for their son’s success and prosperity. Yes, there would, of course, be some to bring peace to his departed soul. Another reason that I loved those pujas was the purpose they stood directly for. The sacred environ does bring peace to you. That is what religion is all about. It is when you put a stop in your regular life to get a dose of divinity. You love the atmosphere when prayers go about all around and everyone is trying to get blessed in the holiness that worship brings along. I recollected how I used to sit beside my parents to go through the procedures of those pujas. Reluctantly, I would sit there in discomfort because I had to for all elements of the ceremony to complete. Many of them were held only for me. Good world that was!

Time to get over with my deep thoughts of recollection! They were now ready to take my body for the funeral. I saw myself draped in a white cloth. White, a sign of purity, had been my favourite colour and would always look pretty on me. It was fitting then that it graced me after death. That body on the casket was a picture of calm, one that was no longer bothered about the daily fights of life but the person who it belonged to was certainly going through a lot even after death. Chants of “Ram Naam Satya hai” filled the air when kind souls carried me on their shoulders. They say they are your biggest supports because they support you in death. Neither was there anyone from the place where I used to work nor were there people I would meet in times of fun. The people who gave me their shoulders were those I was born with. That is why family is so important. They are there when you come into the world and they are there when you are departing from the world. I felt an infusion of energy with those powerful hymns. I was on my way to the ghats (banks) of the holy Ganges which flowed by my ancestral place. I would soon be a part of my ancestors’ world. My family had grown rich and we were a respected bunch. But my grandfather had struggled all his life to see his children reach the heights of success and succeed they did. I had heard from my father the stories of sacrifices of my grandmother whom I unfortunately never got to see, nor did my Mom. I was born in a well-off family but my father wasn’t. My grandparents had their marked graves and no one from the younger generation had yet met the fate of death. I belonged to an even later generation. None of my uncles had died and I would be the first one to get a place beside my grandparents. Untimely death, it was. I would only come to the village occasionally since I had always stayed in cities. But my permanent abode would now be set up here in the tranquil of a neglected place, one which was often forgotten by me. I could imagine how difficult it would be to bear the eerie silence of the place and how frightening could the night get there. The dead need not fear! I suddenly realized.

I got out of my trance inducing thoughts when I heard a group of people whispering about me and my accident. They were my neighbours whom I used to see rarely. A lady amongst them remarked, “How can one meet with such ferocious accident when he is not drunk?” and she had support when a gentleman nodded in acceptance. They said the reports were false. “You know how they can be manipulated so easily these days. You just pay a bribe and get that done. The newsmen can also be bought very easily. They would not allow the family’s reputation to get tarnished.” They were saying that I had met a cruel death and they wished I had not suffered that fate at my age but “why don’t these spoilt children get that?” I was no child but unmarried people are children to them. “The youngsters do anything to enjoy their lives and they indulge in drinks and drugs and then drive. That causes most of the accidents these days. I would never allow my son to do that,” said one amongst them. “Rich people and their unjust ways of living,” said another. I felt terrible at those insinuations. There was not much I could do but I wished they were not so harsh on me for no fault of mine. “Allow my soul the dignity. I have suffered enough,” I cried. There are people who will always doubt you and you have to live with it. It only gets a lot worse when you have to die with it!

Excerpts from Interviews

1. Can you tell us about your book?

Requiem is a love story, though an unconventional one. You won't realize that until you're finished with the first part. The first part, ‘Death’ is about the afterlife experiences of a dead man. The second one, ‘Love’ is a love story, with some usual and some unusual stuff. The third and last part, ‘Life’ provides the true picture of whatever happened earlier and connects the two parts. It is the real story and has an element of surprise. I believe the story is very touching and I will feel sad if some tears don't come to a reader’s eyes.

2. What led you to write this book?

I had the story in mind for a very long time. I needed a start and luckily it came one day when I decided I needed to write what I had visualized. Once I had started, I knew I had to finish it. I had some doubts along the way but I’m good at completing work. My writing skills were always good and when I had the range of vocabulary and an amazing story, I had to do this.

3. If you gave one of your characters an opportunity to speak for themselves, what would they say?

If Amy were to speak, she would say how much she loves me and misses me. If I say more, the mystery of the novel will be revealed. But Amy is wonderful and whatever she says would be the most precious words for me.

4. Do you have plans for a new book? Is this book part of a series?

I think I may soon start with my new book. But that’s a different concept. At this stage, I want to experiment with genres and not restrict myself to one. That will help expand my horizon and make the process more exciting and enjoyable for me.

5. I find it interesting to know what environment people write in. Do they use a pen and paper, laptop? Quiet room, music or what? Dog at their feet? Cat on the desk? Just whatever makes it comfortable to be productive.

Thoughts and ideas come everywhere, when I might be doing something or even talking to someone. I would know I would like to write this. At the time of writing though, I prefer to keep alone and often lose myself in my work. In order to concentrate, I would sometimes have some beer. I write on my laptop and I prefer a quiet room or mild music. Being comfortable is very important to doing well.

6. How does your writing process look? Consistent with regular amounts of word counts daily/weekly… or more sporadic with a gush of words all at once and then a dry bed for a while?

I wanted to finish it in a period of time but I never went by the number of words daily or weekly. For me, it was more like getting out my thoughts and so when I felt like writing, I would write at a stretch. There were times when I had not slept well for a few days but would make arrangements to keep myself awake for another day so that I could continue to write. I would then rest for a few days and restart when I had the material in mind.

7. What book would you like to read again?

I loved the Fountainhead and would love to read it again.

8. What book are you currently reading and in what format (ebook/paperback/hardcover)?

I am now reading the Bhagavad Gita on my Android phone. It’s a spiritual work, an amazing one. The concepts of Karma (duty) probably came from here.

9. Are there any Authors that have grasped your interest recently and why?

The success of E. L. James of Fifty Shades is amazing. The reasons behind this astounding success are interesting. Although I haven’t read the books, they must be very good to capture the gaze of the world.

10. Your thoughts on receiving book reviews - the good and the bad.

Good and bad reviews are part of the game. If you believe that your work is good, you should expect good reviews. But if the work is sub-quality, people will raise that. I believe one is free to put up a bad review but the author’s work should be respected and the attack should not get personal. Personally, I don’t mind a bad review. I will feel good that people are reading my book. A bad review is better than no reviews because that means no one is reading the book. The author should learn from that. No one is perfect but everyone can improve.

11. Give us an interesting fun fact or a few about your book or series:

My book is based on my experiences. Even the paranormal part is based on something I saw and felt. That, I think, made things better even when difficult to fathom. But I would not want everyone to know this fact. Maybe you can keep this secret.

12. Do you have another job outside of writing?

I finished my MBA and will soon be joining a top technology consulting firm.

13. How would you describe your book in a tweet? (140 characters or less)

This story of Death, Love and Life will enchant you and I promise you will end up with some tears. I’ll be disappointed otherwise.

14. With which of your characters would you most like to be stuck on a deserted island?

It has to be Amy. It would be the most romantic and rewarding experience of my life.

15. Tell us about your favorite scene in the book.

I obviously started loving Amy. The novel is about her. The scene in the first chapter of the last part, 'Life' is very close to me. I cannot disclose the scene because it reveals a mystery. I cried a lot while writing it and every time I read it. A reader told me how he could not resist crying there. I feel I have succeeded when people say that the narrative is touching.

16. Who are your favorite authors?

Ayn Rand and Paulo Coelho

17. Name one thing you couldn’t live without.

I would love to see my parents around forever, for as long as I live.

18. What do you like to do when you’re not writing?

I love meeting people and experiencing cultures. Travelling is such a rewarding feeling. I have seen most places in Europe. All countries there are so beautiful. I have also been to some countries in Asia. And I have a lot to see. I need to see the remaining continents.

19. When did you start writing?

I wrote some poetry in my childhood. And I was often praised for the essays that I wrote in school. So I had this knack of writing. I wanted to write a novel for a long time. I wrote a few pages long back. But it was now that I started something and finished it. 

20. Where would you like to see yourself in five years?

I would certainly come up with my next. And I would be working somewhere and may have my own business then. I would love to bring smiles and tears to people, the latter not by hurting them but by getting them to realize the importance of the seemingly small elements of our lives.

21. What intrigues you about the Romance, Mystery and Spirituality genres?

Romance is so common and my book has a mystery attached to the story-line. Spirituality has come in a big way in my writing. I have tried to not sound preachy but it came naturally because of the life and upbringing I have had. Every genre is exciting, if explored well.

22. Your title is quite interesting, why do you believe a book needs a strong title?

A book needs a very strong title because that is what brings people to it. But the title must relate to what the book stands for. Ultimately, a good title is one which conveys a book’s story to readers and which also attracts them.

Quick Fun:

-Favorite Food?

Chicken Tandoori

-Favorite Color?

Blue

-Guilty Pleasure?

Junk food

-Favorite Song?

My heart will go on - Titanic

-Night or Day?

Night

-TV or Book?

Book

-Tea or Coffee?

Coffee

Requiem: Will the Dead Come Back for Love?

Description:

Requiem is about love although it doesn't look so until the latter half of the novel. It's the story of the unfulfilled love of the narrator. It's about Death, Love and Life. There are mistakes that a person makes but love often persists. And when it becomes so integral to your existence, you always tend to go back to it. It may haunt you in a sense but is often the sweetest memory that you carry. Requiem introduces Death as the beginning of a life beyond Life. Despite the vagaries it is associated with, Death can be a fascinating aspect of Life. It then moves to Love and describes how the two persons met and fell in love. And before love surmounts everything, one often loses to lust. Requiem details that journey of love. Requiem portrays Death and Love as the two continuous pursuits of man. While one fears the former, they always want the latter. Requiem shows how imagination can be a twisted reality. It shows the conflicts inside a human mind. The novel is written in a simple language and is an attempt to connect with the masses.

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Reviews of Requiem

Makes You Think (4 stars)

Requiem is a great story about life, love and how paths we choose in our life can affect those we love most in our life. Author Rakesh Ranjan does a fantastic job in portraying one's decisions in life, decisions that can be influenced by others, and how those decisions may not be what we desire.

Requiem is a fast paced, fantastic read, that leaves you sitting back to look at your life. It is easy to forget those we love, the consequences of our actions, and the end result. As a society these things are in the back of our mind, but Requiem brings them to the forefront. I, myself, after reading this book took the time to dwell on my own life and actions.

Ranjan does a wonderful job with portraying his main characters thoughts and memories. Requiem: Will the Dead Come Back for Love is a wonderful short story that I highly recommend everyone to read. Can easily be read in one sitting but brings to light so many issues that could change your life forever.

Requiem - A tale of magnificent and grasping journey of life (5 stars)

I put forward my thoughts in one phrase- truly magnificent. The author has captured every essence of a human soul, its journey through various phases of life with back drop of human emotions and feeling.

The story is really well articulated and you start identifying the fictitious characters as they are really around. Also I can identify with certain scenes from the book when they have booze party and all. It brings back the memory and real meaning of friendship.

I would definitely recommend this book to all- go for the story, love, companionship, life, spirituality and you will definitely end it with a thought and positives of life. Best of luck to Rakesh Ranjan for his fabulous work.

A story envisaging the hardships of life, importance of love and the people in our life (5 stars)

A terrific story by Rakesh Ranjan. Writing was very easy to read and pleasing. After reading it, you will definitely be reminded of the love of your life and the importance of it in your life. Riches of life (or lack of it) all are to be experienced to live it completely.

Read it to remind you of it and why you need to take a pause in your life and remind yourself of the nature around you and all the people who make your life what is it today. How vices of life are so unimportant if you look at the grand picture of your existence. A good one Rakesh, way to go.

Requiem, I'm lovin it!!! (5 stars)

I have started reading this book twice today before sharing this thought. Once I started reading it, the way author has captured his thoughts in his words didn't allow me to leave the book without completing.

A nice gift, I guess to all book lovers who look forward to something surprising and fresh...look forward to some more work from you Rakesh!!!